The Black Book

How will you feel if you see that everything around you is "excited" but anytime you look at it it turns into matter and when you stop looking at it acquires electromagnetic properties? This metamorphosis lies at the bottom of the hypothesis described in the present book. Matter is an illusion. Everything is an electromagnetic wave and a consequence of the physical interactions between waves. Light coming from the movement of cogital* particles, which were before that at peace, in timelessness, without space. Being such they possess the entire range of information.

There are many evidential materials for this.

The thesis that matter doesn’t exist, but is a hologram, a product of the interaction between waves may appear strange. However, the progress of quantum physics in this direction confirms that colours, sound, smell, sensitivity and even the perception of distance are waves which after being perceived and transformed as impulses in the brain are actually only the illusive idea for "reality" of matter. And if everything is an illusion, then what is our role in it?

Quite often I reflect on the fact that we don't pay enough attetion to our surroundings We just take them for granted. At the same time we live in our own worlds, based on our own experience and knowledge accumulated throughout the years and the upbringing we got from our parents. Seldom we analyze ourselves or consider our own mistakes, and we never miss the chance to “see” others’ faults and reproach for them. We get used to such a model of behaviour with the years passing and finally it becomes our character. We take it for granted. That's the reason we don't try to analyze, we don't look for the reasons that have led us to such a condition. We need to realize the number of things around us we have taken for granted and have never asked the question: “Why is that?” or if we have done so, it was long ago… Why is the sky blue? Why are there clouds and what are they made of? What is the wind? What is the rainbow? Does space exist, and time? Simple questions, however, some of them still hard to be answered. My aim is to make analysis and to give answer to some of them. And that's because I want everyone who reads these lines to think about the number of questions they haven’t answered themselves: Why am I doing this or that? What is the reason? Who am I in fact? Don't I look at the world in a way only I understand? Is there another perspective? Can I change my own point of view? Can I be in the shoes of the person next to me and experience their condition? То realize it, to analyze and understand it?

Many people would think that they ask themselves such questions everyday and that they don't need such an analysis; that they have “enough problems”, to take up to this. Caught in our own daily problems, we take even ourselves for granted. If we delve in our ego we'll start seeing things we won't like.

Actually such a “gaze“ in ourselves leads to only one thing – redefinition and restructuring of our own values, goals and ideas, transforming the world around us.

Restructuring in such a way so that it is in harmony with our ego. It's only then when a person feels happy. Is there anybody who doesn’t want to be happy?

Yes – we live in an illusionary world! We do not even need any proof of this. Long ago, we got used to accepting reality and it's presence, without even thinking about it. Probably because it's easier! We unfold in routine and triviality, accomplishing our important mission called “life” and…when we, in the long run, decide to think, we delude ourselves that it's too late already to change anything. At least that's how it happens most of the time!

How does our life usually pass? At the beginning, we realize the reality that surrounds us – we become conscious, we take on trust everything that has been presented as reliable by the people around us – we scrutinize different unexplainable phenomena, which we leave behind with indifference – they are unexplainable, anyway! Sometimes, however we manage to catch the paradoxes which spring up of “adhesion” with logic. That's where the more curious of us take the path of knowledge and usually get to the same conclusion as Solomon: "By gaining knowledge, you gain sadness!" The most preserving who manage to keep going and overjump themselves start to fix their eyes on the Universe. The greates paradox follows next - they start looking for the Truth from right there. Only those who didn't give up succeed. And they're the only ones who manage to find it because they realize the most important thing of all - the Truth is within us. In our own mind, percetion of the world, emotions.When we achieve this we actually achieve ourselves! And the truth...

The Truth that we create the events and the world we live in. The Truth that the death is not emptyness, but a transition in the cycle of eternity. The Truth that we are needed, necessary for the emotional perfection of the knowledge. The Truth that we are part of the whole - part of the immensity...